the 3 day holiday

IMU seriously needs some change in their system. how can there be only holiday on christmas and not for 1 week ! and the blardy exam yesterday had to be so difficult and spoil everyone's holiday mood. kudos to IMU!

i havent opened the anniversary present from the boyfriend until yesterday. at least there was something that cheered me up after a whole long day of nonsense. he bought me the tiffany bracelet that i wanted. it was so so nice. it was new and i saw it while buying a bracelet for my sister. when i saw it i fell in love with it immediately. its very thin beaded bracelet with a love shaped lock. it looks smaller than in the picture but much nicer! i am a happy happy girl now.




my sister went to bangkok for shopping trip and i ask her to get me some stuffs. and i got like 3 skirts, 6 dresses for only Rm250! super cheap !!! and the things are nice! i love it so so much! especially the skirts. i've been wanting to buy them from online blogs but it was kinda price. i even got Christmas present from my sister. and its of my favourite bear! =P

so adorable. but...i need a new cupboard to put them. i guess i'll go to ikea to get one. i love love love to make my own furniture. its so easy and fun. it gives me the sense of accomplishment after finishing it.

much love!

what a life!

exams are near again! when will all these dumb exams be over! gosh.

everyone are going for holidays here and there enjoying the last few days of 2009.
yet i'm stuck at home studying!

ergh. sister went to bangkok for shopping. mum and dad will go to bangkok for new year celebration, going to sirocco!!!!! ergghh! the dinner for new year's eve is like RM2500 per person !!! y can't i go too?? i wanna go for a RM2500 dinner tooo! not fair not fair!!!!!its all because of the dumb dumb dumb IMU! no holidays for year end!!!! AHHHH!!!

i feel so angry! i have been behaving very very terribly these few days. everything around me seems wrong.. even the blardy old couple at the dim sum place gets on my nerves. i came first and was waiting for the waitress to put my name on the waiting list. then they came and rush in and find the waitress to put their name. wth. no manners at all.! are they so blind that they cant see me waiting at the counter !! some more while waiting they wanna ask people to serve them tea. who the hell he think he is?? i should have serve him toilet water!

i think all these anger is due to lack of REM sleep. i keep dreaming about rubbish things. i dont even know why. why do i have to be killed all the time in my dreams? why do i have to run all the time and still die in the end! erghHH! these dreams are killing me in real life! i couldn't study at all! i keep trying to concentrate and i will fall asleep and dream. when will this end??

i'll get some comfort food later at genji japanese buffet. hopefully it makes me better.

remember remember the 4th of december

this was the first time in our about 10 years friendship we actually brought all our boyfriend out together for a dinner. the usual thing for us will be girls night out! it was lay ean's birthday that we decided to do something different this year!

me and my pretty ladiesssss!

spot the pairs!=)



oh my oh my....

anniversary SOS!

oh gosh. i have less than 2 weeks till 18th December! panic again! after being with someone for 6 years, getting a gift for that person is getting more and more tough. i wanted to make something special but i don't have any creative ideas yet. i used to be quite creative although my art work always fail!

what should i get for him??? i need some ideas. =(

Juicy Couture love*

i've ignored my blog for more than a month now! i was just too lazy to blog because i'm just too free for the past one month. blogging is what i do when i'm busy and there's a lot to read up but i'm lazy to do so. weird but true. i'm suppose to read "antibiotics" which have like 253 pages long, read up about HIV pretest counselling and smoking cessation counselling. BUT i'm starting to blog again! haaah...

anyway,

i bought a few items from Juicy Couture and i'm a very proud owner! =) in total i bought like 5 items.
1) a jacket which is navy blue with a "J" zip!

2) a limited edition charm for my juicy charm bracelet. i've abandoned the bracelet long enough. now its time to wear it because i have a new charm to hang on it! =)

3) A bikini set which has very nice bag that comes with it! actually, i love this the most! when will my next trip to the beach be? i wanna go either Krabi or Phuket, just to chill out at the beach. no activities except sipping cocktails by the beach with lots of sunblock! hahaha... i like my skin colour! =P



4) a very nice "hat" , i don't know what they call this type of hat. it looks like a beret but not really one. hmmph.. i can't seem to find the name of it.



5) a pair of cute little socks with little dogs printed on it.


somehow i love the feeling of buying things. guys will never understand how it feels when you just buy a lot of things and be so proud of it. the boyfriend will never understand.

i think i will update my blog very soon! busy times coming up! exams exams exams! hmmpphh! who said semester 8 is honeymoon semester?? big time liars!

much love! *

the annoying fella

"what size are you? XL or L? As in T-shirt.."

"funny ar you. i'm S okay..if only got two size then buy L la"

"you so fat, sure XL or L la..Aiyo! got different sizes"

"I'm S la. u la XXL. fatty"

"yah i know u are an ass [S]"

"arghh. i dont wana friend u adi. i wanna exercise now!"

"Big S thats y need to exercise"

"whatever. i'm going fridays with my mum n sis now.."

" BS - E =QBS +TGIF =DBBS
BS is Big S, E is exercise, QBS is Quite Big S, DBBS is Damn Bloody Big S
havent buy the t-shirt yet. tmr only buy. cz the fellow say today they need to go back to the factory to custom make for oversized people"

" very funny. i'll smack you. dont like u. booo. anyway, tmr i'll be going for jo's bday in alexis, wont be seeing you."

" BS - E=QBS + TGIF =DBBS + alexis = ? "

" whatever, you are stuck with this DBBS....hahahhaa"

see....how nice my boyfriend treats me.... hmmppphhh.....

my stupid birthday

i'll be turning 23 this year....23! omg. i feel so old. i dont wanna celebrate this year. it feels so old to be 23!

mum as usual has been asking me what i want for my birthday. i think i should tell her to get me some anti-ageing products! i really wish i could turn back time and be 21! i think 21 is really the best age for any girl, not too old and not too young! sounds good.

what i really want for my birthday??

i really dont have any idea at all. clothes i bought a lot, bags i bought a lot recently, diamonds i already have and i like them very much, shoes i bought plenty till there are so many new ones untouched, i really dont know...

i know what i need though : finish my reports - send me a helping santa to finish it for me pleaseeeee, pass my exams in IMU - i think God needs to give me a little more intelligence...

i feel old. omg. OLD...

the bf is so busy lately with the peace conference. i dont think he even remember that my birthday is coming soon!

i'm just lazy to write my reports....helppp

the year end financial crisis

everytime when it comes to year end, i'll be spending a lot. this year is a bit different cause i'm already broke to start with.

there's so much i need to spend on :
1. His birthday. Present + dinner
2. Sister's birthday Present
3. Anniversary Present

its so weird that my birthday, his birthday is in November, anniversary in December and Valentines on February! why all the events are so close to one another! ergh.

His Birthday Present - he really likes blackberry , his abandoned cartier watch needs a strap replacement... i need some ideas that are not too expensive so that i can afford it. AHH.... dinner will cost me a bomb too.. =( is there a money fairy in the world?? can you please pay a visit to me??

Sister's birthday, yes, my eldest sister who has really expensive taste. hmmpphh.. this is so so so difficult.

Anniversary, okay, this one i can do something dfferent this year by making something instead of buying. i'm running out of ideas. can someone help me???

Valentines day, its on the first day of CNY! wee... that means i have money coming in! muahahhaha.. so valentines day is not a problem!

i'm really frustrated. i usually have a lot of ideas because i usually have money ! ergghhhh... life is difficult... =(

AHHH i wanna dieee, luckily its holiday time

i'm not gonna go out...waaaa....i'm damn sad....
i decided to do something different to my hair and the disaster came. i was just playful. i wanted something different. i look so horrible noww..

erghh... my dad say i look like those retarded kid. omg. luckily i still have two weeks before class starts...

i didnt thought it was that bad at first but when i got home, my mum didnt like it, my dad says i look retarded, my sis have no comments. bad bad bad.

i really thought it didnt look so horrible. i took a few pictures and it looked okay but when i see myself in the mirror, its NOTTT.. ergghh...




bye world. i shall hide at home just in case people thought a retarded kid is walking around.


waaa.... grow faster my dear fringe... i love you. i wont do anything to you anymore.

the day i got really angry

i was on the way to KLCC for shopping on a saturday last week. when we were on Jalan Kuching, there was a sign telling us there will be some traffic up ahead, instead of telling us to take another route, the sign told us to keep right. my sister was driving so we couldn't escape the jam.

anyway thats not the point. the thing that irritates me was IT WAS A STAND STILL jam okay. its so crazy that even an old man walking is even faster than driving. and of all times i had this bad stomach ache! i really need to use the toilet so bad that i was so angry. but i told myself there might be a massive accident or a major road works going on in front.

i tried my best to calm down and just sit there quietly. but when we came to the point where i can see the cause of the jam. i was so freaking angry i feel like killing those blardy idiots who doesn't have a brain!

the whole jam on a saturday morning is due to TREE CUTTING! blardy stupid people! i was so angry i wind down the window and shouted at them ! i shouted all the way as i passed them. never in my life i shouted at these kind of people. its because you wouldn't know what these people will do to you right.

but i did anyway.

it was so stupid to be cutting trees on a saturday morning in KL on the one of the busy street okay. dont these people have brains??!

aih... thats why malaysia is the "most unique" country ever. i believe no other country will do such a thing.

broke. so damn broke.

broke but happy. yes! i am so happy with the things that i've bought although i am seriously broke! this has never happen to me before. all thanks to the trip to london!
list of things that make me broke :

1. Fendi Bag from taiwan airport. it was what i wanted!
2. Burberry Bag from London. the classic design was too difficult to resist! aiihh
3. Burberry Scarf from London. It was RED! my favourite colour and it was really cold in London u see.
4. BCBG long dress. that was love at first sight! it was too beautiful!
5. Chloe perfume. smells so so good!
6. Aldo Shoes from London. its classic brown in colour!
7. Primark! although its cheap but i bought too many many things from there. ergh! i regret i didnt get those winter clothings!

it was all a need which turned my cc into a bomb.
freaking pounds have to be 5.8! erghh.. if not everything seems so cheap and i wont feel i used so much money!

now, i shall sit home and save money! the bad thing about this is i eat practically everything and anything in the house! and i got a terrible food poisoning due to the greeed! i cant imagine starting semester 8 with those extra kgs i have put on! helppp!

SOS!

off to london

i'll be leaving to London tomorrow night. it feels so weird because i'm not even prepared. i feel like everything is so fast! so so fast!
hopefully i can adapt there. just 3 weeks. hopefully i get to do some travelling since my posting is for 3 weeks and i'll be there for 3 weeks only. =(
hmmpphh.. i wanna buy some things there but i feel so bad for using so much money! my air ticket itself is so much more expensive because i bought it so last minute.

goshh. i feel guilty.
i'll probably eat less there to save money. hahhaa...

hopefully London will be fun!

till then...

much love all!

i love Fendi!

before my EOS, i was walking in KLCC with my mum. when i passed Fendi, i realise that i didn't have a Fendi bag! so, i went in and looked around for a bag that i like. i found it ! it was a convertible bag. it is able to be used inside out too with the usual Fendi Logo. i find that bag quite interesting and was wondering if i should get it. it totally slip off my mind during EOS and even after. When i was in Taiwan, before we board the plane to come back to KL, we spend quite some time in their duty free. most of the things there are quite cheap. when my friends was busy getting make up at one of the shops, i saw Fendi from far. it was like 10 minutes before we are suppose to go to the gate. i thought to myself, why now just go in and see how much it cost in Taiwan. when i step my foot in the shop, the first thing i saw was that bag! i went straight to it and ask the sales girl about the price. the price was cheaper than malaysia!! i knew it at that time i should really get it. the problem is i have 5 more minutes and i still have to walk a distance to the gate!

super panic! i told the sales girl i want that bag and i need it fast cause i need to board the plane soon! she was really quick and i paid it with my cc in like 2 minutes?! then she wanted to get me the Fendi paper bag from the store. i told her i cant wait so she gave me the normal duty free bag. Actually i kinda regret for not waiting for the paper bag. It's because every brand that i buy i'll keep one of the paper bag. i've been using it for a few days now and i'm loving it! its so nice !! i love love love it!!!


should i bring it to UK?

yes, no , maybe?

much love all

busy holidays

my dear holidays, you've come and gone so fast. everyday i have so much to do till i've got no time to even sit down and relax watching tv.
how come?? i've never imagine my holidays like that. i was going up and down for my Selectives ; vaccinations, blood test, CV, airtickets. it sounds like nothing much but i had so much of problem getting it done. then i had to buy a new computer, a new computer table...blablabla...

i officially hate vaccinations. first, i took a Hepatitis B jab on my left arm. it hurts like hell. i MEAN HELL. i was still able to move my arms like usual but it hurts till now. anyway, the second one was the bomb. Meningitis C! ergHH! it doesn't hurt much at first but after a few hours, you'll feel feverish then there will be reduced range of shoulder movement till 0! its something like frozen shoulder. gosh. i cant even lift my hand up till 90 degrees.

blood test. thanks to all the KFCs, hmpph... i guess its predictable that my LDL will be raised. on the bright side, my HDL was high too. =) hahaha..

so much to do, so little time!

tomorrow, i'll be helping Chris to shift to his new house in kemuning then one whole day is gone. i haven't even started packing for taiwan on Sunday yet. gosh.i can't wait for taiwan, then going to London !! woohoo... but only for 3 weeks =( cz Chris cant stay longer and my posting is for 3 weeks. so i practically can't travel around at all. but the bf keep telling me, " i'll bring you back here one day then we can travel all around Europe". i shall believe him first although i don't think it'll happen. =(

taiwan taiwan taiwan taiwannnnn... with my darlings... except one who can't make it... =(

updates after Taiwan!

much love all.

i've passed my exams! i'll be going to Semester 8!!!!!! yay!

there! the hair is back to the usual colour! no more brown head!

much love all

the little one

i liked you so much when i first saw you. back then you were so small, shy and cute.

then you've changed to hyperactive and became a destroyer. you chew on my nine west heels that i loved. i wanted to whack you but i didn't. from then on, i never leave my shoes near you, not even those cheap ones.

you started to jump on me everytime you see me or when i'm eating at the dining table. you know who to bully ey.

i always hide from you because you scratch my legs when you jump on me.

you went missing for a while. he was so worried, went around looking for you. you survived outside yourself for more than a week. you were alive.

now, someone decided to take your precious life away just after 1 1/2 years.

the person who poisoned you WILL go to hell. i am very sure of that.

he was so sad when you lie so still there without any movement at all. when i came, you were already covered in your favourite white towel.

i couldn't believe it. i wish i was there to say goodbye. i dont even remember the last time i saw you.

carrying youto put you in the deep hole really hurts. slowly the sand covers you tightly. we won't have the chance to call your name anymore. you will be missed.

i hope you rest in peace.

for the next few days there will be a lot of THIS kinda "stories" on my blog, how i hate exams, how i hate IMU, how i hate that i'm not smart....

i'm finally back at subang, there are so many things to do :
1. cut and dye my hair
2. shopping for autumn type of jackets
3. meeting VIVIAN LEE! hahaha...miss you girl!
4. scare my boyfriend because he doesn't know that i'm back in Subang
5. watch all the TVB dramas i wanted to watch
6. plan my trip to taiwan, gosh, we dont even have any plans yet.

its so good to be home....the smell of home feels good....

dad is getting a new s! ergghh everytime buy for himself, he just bought a new car like 3 months ago??? one person with 2 cars....iskkkhh... as if he can drive both... hmmPH! he never wanted to get any of us nice cars because he thinks we should work hard and buy our own...like what he does... hmmpph!!! i'm not even working yet!

how was exams?

i' m sure you did well

you sure pass one

nothing to worry about

erghhh....everyone keeps saying that, i feel like vomiting thinking of the exam itself. exams finally came to an end today at 4pm.

the first paper SAQ, i did so badly which was pretty easy for everyone else i guess.. so many things i know yet i make silly mistakes. my brain usually dont function on exam days.

the second paper was OSPE, even better.. medical school is so fun. we have to practically jump from one seat to another every 5 minutes. how cute. little sheeps getting into their place while the examiner make sures we dont miss any. 5 minutes and there will be a fire alarm thingy coming out. it probably gives you the adrenaline rush or something. i dont even see the point of OSPE.

the third part of the exam was OSCE where they actually test your clinical skills. but why why why why OBESITY??? gosh. i hate that station. i thought i did okay after my first station because when i open the door it was Mr Paul, a very nice surgeon who gives good marks. as i go into more rooms, my confidence level starts to decrease because someone decided to shout at every student. blardy hell. the next day, a baby with heart disease, luckily i was lucky enough to get the diagnosis.. then ortho case, KNEE, i was so happy i did everything but i found nothing but scars, muscle wasting and crepitus.. the crepitus i felt was the same as those undergone total knee replacement. WTH. and the examiner insist the patient has pain in the knee.. i ask the patient and the patient insisted he have NO PAIN AT ALL! hmmpphh....whatever!

now all i have to do is WAIT... wait for friday to see if i make it to semester 8. why did i even end up here? i always ask myself that and i just cant find the answer.

gonna get a haircut tomorrow, stupid bushy dry rotten hair... erghh the sight of you piss me off...

i think i have PMS.

exam crisis

only 3 days away from the start of my finals for sem 7 and i feel like i dont know anything.

how??! i'm so dead. havent been studying like how i did in bukit jalil. i dont even know what to study. no guide line, no specific thing to study. anything / everything might come out. i don't even know how to study anymore.

how?!

panic panic panic.

i wish life is an alarm, when u pull the panic button, people will come to the rescue.

i was suppose to study everything by tomorrow as planned.

plan FAILED.

i'm not even confident to do the exam anymore.

obstetrics results are out, 3 people passed with a C, others fail??? what could be worse?? psychiatry is no better. i'm gonna take my results only after my last OSCE exam on 18th aug. gosh. and they say internal exams helps us to pass our finals!

BULLSHIT!

end of complaining.

back to some good news.

firstly, my tod's bag has arrived. thanks prof tee. you are the best! will post pictures of it soon.

secondly, my dad's project new launching went very well. visit http://www.beverlyheights.com.my/ its phase 5. if you are interested, please tell me then i'll get the commision from my dad! hahaha....anyway, there's only less than 10 units left after the launch last weekend.

hopefully the next post will be good news too. i just wanna pass... =(

much love!

i will resume blogging on 18th august 2009.

wish me luck for my finals! =)

i just wanna pass the exam.

love.

the seductive emails

Victoria Secret keeps sending promotional offer on their sales products since few days back. i was trying to resist the temptation not to buy anything since their shipping rates are so expensive.

hmpphh....i was eyeing this particular red dress which i totally LOVE.. and till today they still have the stock for it...i guess its fated for me..ahahahaha... since i decided to buy one, i was looking through their website and saw this very beautiful dress....its stripe white and red... so i bought it too...then i went to the swim wear part and saw a super HOT swimsuit.... its also RED!

all three items i bought was RED...gosh...i guess i need some luck for my exams huh....hahahaha...

there goes the cc bill...i hope daddy doesn't see it because i won't be spending any money in about a month due to the DUMB DUMB EOS 7 exam....erghh...i feel better today after buying those things....

now, the next excitement is all the way from UK! tee tee gonna go to bicester village!!!! weee..... hopefully her 3G thingy can use... =P

its funny

its one of those days when i'm EMOtional. i feel so out of place as if i don't belong anywhere in this world.

i used to think that being a doctor will be one of my biggest achievement in life. look what happened to me. struggling. struggling. struggling.

i guess sometimes people have to know their limits in life. if you are not meant to be, you'll have to go through a tough long way to get where you want to. is it even worth it afterall, going after something that wasn't meant to be yours.

so many people get through everything so easily. what am i even doing? i'm trying so hard to be that someone.

i don't deny i love the job of a doctor. i love it in every way but maybe i just don't have the ability to be one. i'm trying really hard. i hate it when everyone is so judgemental and everything is so subjective.

i really need a good break after Semester 7. i can see the good times coming.

taiwan and hopefully perth!

i am depressed. its been 2 weeks. i havedepressed mood, adhedonia(shopping), hypersomnia, feel worthless, reduced concentration, psychomotor retardation, fatigue.

luckily i dont have suicidal thoughts.

MAJOR DEPRESSIVE EPISODE

kuantan?

i might be going to Kuantan on Saturday.. it is too sudden, i don't even know what is going on.. he called me today and said, we are going to Kuantan because his dad has somethings to do there and we can all go on a trip.. it all happens too fast, i don't even know if its true..i hope its true though! =P i asked him where will we stay and he said, "hyatt regency".. hmmpph i never had a good impression on hyatt hotels, maybe because i haven't been to one yet.. when i google it just now, i was shocked! it looked so beautiful like its another part of the world...

but if i go....gosh...the amount of work to do and the studying...i'll die...hmmphh...maybe i should study psychiatry on the beach like how those people read books on the beach....hahahah...but i'll be tension there with all the highlighters around....boo!!! he is going to say "i can't believe my girlfriend is such a nerd!! everyday study..." =(

transformers!

i'm just so lucky...for days i've been trying to log on to the GSC website and i just couldn't get in... i just gave it a try just now and i wsa able to get into the e-ticketing... i thought my chances of getting a nice seat was very slim...who knows! i got a twin seat right at the back for tomorrow! wee....i just can't wait to watch it.. so far, the show has very very good feedbacks...

megan fox is super hot! haha

daddy's present

hope he likes it....

hong kong goodies

my sister went to hong kong for her company trip and helped me to buy these babies. She bought a lot more small pooh things but i was lazy to take a picture of it. they are really expensive babies * heartache*. anyway they are so so cute.


the both of them cost me RM250, if it is a bear in malaysia WOC, it'll cost around say RM150??

this one is really sweet, i love the pink shoes and the fur was really soft, its all worth it...

this bear is very unique, don't judge it by its look. it has this bell in it that makes a very unique noise. its not liek the normal noisybell. somehow it sounds very very soothing. i don't know why.

and my pair of new birkens!!!

its black...i love it! so comfortable.. u are going with me to taiwan!

much love!

daddy's day

he is a playful and bossy man who is now 54 years old. he wakes up at 11am and goes to work at 1pm. yet he always tells me, " you know how difficult it is to make money ar? everyday go shopping only..." but he stills gives me money every week on top of my monthly allowance without saying anything..

he always tells us how he does 2 jobs when he was young driving a proton saga all around town.. he does sales in the morning and sells cassettes in the night.. he sells locks before, lorry trucks till he becomes where he is today.. thats why he always tells us " you all are so lucky that your father gets you all each a car, last time i have to buy my own car with my own money... " hahahaha.... the favourite answer " because now our dad is doing okay so he can afford it mar...=P" hahahaha....

since young, he always bring us for trips to penang, ipoh, malacca for food... i was a stick thin young girl who only loves to sleep and even when it comes to eating time, i'm always sleepy.. i've changed to a girl who loves to eat, and eats a lot. thanks to the training of eating all these years from him.. he always treats me and my sisters like boys.. he make sures we know how to be independent.. he teaches us how to fix the car, how to change a flat tyre...

he is always making lame jokes with everyone, even with the waiter/waitress in the restaurants... he thinks he is so funny but its just lame, but you just can't help laughing.. he alwys comes home late, we dont have dinners together except the weekends... it is like a family thing that we must have dinner together every saturday and sunday..

he is so bossy that everyone have to listen to him.. my mum have to treat him like a king in the house.. every morning my mum have to make sure the nestum drink is there when he wakes up.. make sure both his cars have petrol for him...and much more...

he is just simply tong yun mong...my fatty daddy who has been working hard since young for what we have today, thank you daddy!

Happy Father's Day!!

OBS is finally a history!! it feels so good to end this tiring posting, looking forward to the psychiatry posting. =P my hands are itchy again... hmmpphh... there's this gucci handphone cover which looks really nice and can fit my phone properly....should i get it??? ergghh *dilemma*

i love david cook - permanent. i miss watching david cook on american idol... =)

fetish for cameras

i want a big camera, the ones used by professionals. for people who knows me, in my house we have like 4 cameras. one for each sister and i have two. one to be used in seremban and one for KL. i just love cameras. when i saw my sister's friend having the big nice one.. it looks so cool and the pictures that it produces...goodness! so sharp and the colours was so nice!! here's the pictures of me that he took..


so sharp right! i just love that camera... anyone wanna sponsor me!!?!?! my dad will faint if i ask him to buy because i already have two cameras... =P

i WANT big cameraseven though i'm not pro.... haaaa!

exams is on friday yet i'm blogging....i'm freaking useless....

i'm so sad i lost my tiffany bracelet!!!! i can't seem to find it since last week.. i dont even remember when I last saaw it

Nevermind la, i'll get you a new one okay?

=....( i'm so sad

=) i'll get you a new one....

*feels happy...then, i found my bracelet!!!!!!!! ergghhh....no more new tiffany for me!! boo!*

my housemate's big day!

its shin ann's birthday at 12am tomorrow....=P *shhh*

its so funny when i went and bought her cake... seremban people are just so funny... anyway, i went to this cake shop to get her a cheesecake since she loves cheesecakes... i wrote on the cake "happy birthday to my lovely houseMATE"....but guess what that lady asked me when i was paying????!!!!!!

in cantonese, "the cake is for your servant is it?"

HAHAHAHAHA

its so so funny. i didnt get the joke till i got into the car. i stop there a while and think " hmmphh why did she asked me that... then i stare at the cake and realise she thought i was writing "houseMAID"

hahahaha

the biggest joke ever!! i couldn't stop laughing all the way when i was driving home...

luckily, it was with the correct spelling on the cake...=P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG SHIN ANN, my lovely houseMAID!!!!!!!!!

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent

the engagement party

The big day was held in Long Bar, One world hotel. It is just a party for my sis and her friends...we just went there for a drink or two. they are really crazy, after we left, there's pole dancing...hahahaha..
anyway, their wedding will be in One World Hotel too... i dont know why they choose there because its not very famous for a 5 star hotel, yet the pricing is the same as other 5 star hotel... its not my wedding so i can't comment much... =P
i cant wait to get my BCBG dress for the wedding!!! it is gonna cost a bomb.....

the new family, the in-laws...wooot

isn't it lovely???

Thats all for now...have to study obstetrics now...BOOOOOO

from kher-yin

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: chinese tea
2. Last phone call: chris
3. Last text message: my mummy dearest
4. Last song you listened to: no boundaries - kris allen
5. Last time you cried: Just yesterday

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: of course not
7. Been cheated on: erm....not really cheated on...but kinda i guess
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: erm... never kissed anyone except him...
9. Lost someone special: not someone but Benny, my dearest shih tzu, i still miss you my fatty fatty dog...
10. Been depressed: Of course, i'm in obstetrics now...hahahahah
11. Been drunk and threw up: Not drunk but there's projectile vomiting....=P

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Purple
13. Red
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: No
17. Laughed until you cried: nop, i'm not so extreme
18. Met someone who changed you: NO
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes...always...my piggies and angels
20. Found out someone was talking about you: hmmphhh i'm blur as usual..so i dont know
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: i dont simply kiss people laaa...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them
23. How many kids do you want?: 2
24. Do you have any pets: Yes, 3 doggies
25. Do you want to change your name:Yes. to Abby or something so that i dont get discriminated based on the first alphabet in my name
26. What did you do for your last birthday: dinner with family and friends
27. What time did you wake up today: 6.15am... stupid obs
28. What were you doing at midnight: sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Taiwann weee...hopefully perth too
30. Last time you saw your Mother: on sunday
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wished that i've gone to australia and done my degree rather than suffering here in seremban doing medicine
32. What are you listening to right now? mad world - adam lambert
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no....tom sounds like a rat....hahaha
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: people who talks nonsense and get praised for that because the one who praised him is stupid
35. Most visited webpage? google
36. Whats your real name: is there a fake name?? i wish i have one ...hmmphh
37. Nicknames: since high school i dont have any.. not gonna reveal the old ones though..=P
38. Relationship Status: in a relationship
39. Zodiac sign:scorpio
40. Male or female?:Female
41. Primary School?: Sri Subang
42. Secondary School?: SMSJ
43. High school/college/university?: Taylors, IMU
44. Hair colour: Brown
45. Long or short:Long
46. Height:164cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: long long time ago...feels like a lifetime
48: What do you like about yourself?: I can eat a lot when i want to
49. Piercings:2 on each ear
51. Righty or lefty:Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Never had one but have watched many
53. First piercing: hmpph....7???
54. First best friend: my neighbour, ooi ai leen...we used to cycle and climb trees to get saga seeds together...
55. First sport you joined: I HATE SPORTS...but its swimming
56. First vacation: erm long distance was Los Angeles....
58. First pair of trainers: erm..dunnooo

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing but my tummy is filled with crabSSSS
60. Drinking: Water
61. I'm about to: My Case Summary....oppsss
62. Listening to: Always be my baby - David cook
63. Waiting on: finishing my case summary =P

YOUR FUTURE64. Want kids?: erm..now is not the right time to answer this because i'm kinda scared after obs posting
65. Get Married?: of course...i wana buy vera wang wedding gown..=P
66. Career?: Doctor? maybe yes maybe no

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or your eye : Lips
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Younger..i feel old
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud:Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship:Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger:No
77. Drank hard liquor:Yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: i dont have
79. Sex on first date:No
80. Broken someone's heart: ermm...that was history... i was young and blurr
82. Been arrested:No
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died:Yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes
87. Miracles: Yes, but it doesnt seem to happen in my life
88. Love at first sight: Yes
89. Heaven:Yes
90. Santa Claus:No...its fake wake up people.....
91. Kiss on the first date: No
92. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:No
95. Did you sing today?:Yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?:No
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: to when i was 5...i was fat and cute back then...everyone likes me...
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: maybe 3 years back when i chose my path....
Are you afraid of falling in love?: No
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: like duh...

what happened to us?

are we really living in two different worlds?

we dont even understand each other anymore..

HIV

i've been seeing a few HIV patients lately due to my research.

the first patient was a lady who got infected by her husband who was a drug user. she cried to me, telling me her stories of her life. i was so affected even till now.. she said "I love him, I dont regret that I chose the man I love to be my husband"... that is how strong love can be...

the second patient, a young man who was really young, didn't seem to affect his life, he was a university graduate and now working as a manager. patients infected with HIV do deserve a normal life too. They are no different from us from the outside. a pleasant young man...

the third patient, a technician who speaks very good english. he is a prisoner. the reason for being in prison : taking heroin to increase his appetite after infected with HIV. how true is it, i dont know..

the fourth patient, an old man who lives alone now because his wife infected him with HIV and passed away.. he is all alone..

and many more...

they dont dare to tell people they have HIV not even their relatives or close friends. why? that is because there are so many shallow people around who doesn't know about HIV. most of them dont get good support from their friends and family.. many of them got abandon by their own close families. isn't HIV like any other infective disease like Tuberculosis which is even more infective? why do people discriminate them when they are the ones dying in the most suffering way? some of them are innocent.. they do deserve support from the society..

sigh

it has been a very hectic week. i've been only sleeping like 6 hours a day? i'm so exhausted. i really need a break after sem 7 exams. i'll be going to taiwan! yay!TAIWAN here i come...wait for me.... and nicky, i want to go to Perth! hopefully i saved enough money to go!! hope you can accomodate me..heee...Kher-yin u are too faraway, i dont think i can survive the flight there.. hahaha... once i've been to LA, i nearly died.hahaha... my airsickness is restricting my holidays...erghhh.. so many places i wanna go! i wanna go to a beach like Krabi or Phuket... i wanna go hong kong too but i've been there before =P

hopefully the bf decided to spend me another holiday, that cost a lot of money and his working time which is so important to him..=P probably not this year, the Bali trip did make him bleed because we spent so much on good food....

Kris Allen's No Boundaries is sticking in my head currently. he is kinda addictive. hmpphh... but ADAM is still the best of the best!

i owe my mummy a lot.. she has done so much for me.... every morning when i go to seremban she'll wake up and make sure my "kakak" put everything into my car for me... comes with me to seremban just to teman me because i was alone on sunday night, make soup for me... aiihh... i feel so guilty... what have i done for my mum??? nothing actually...except treating her on her birthday and mother's day... i'm so useless...

Taken on Mother's Day in Leonardo's, Bangsar...

okay...time to complete my work...its pilling up..."as high as the mountain , so many boundaries between me and my dreams!" =P

life's not good

i have to go on call this friday when everyone packs their bags and go home in the morning/afternoon! erggh..life can't be any worse when on the same week, sunday i have to go back for weekend call!

at least i passed the clinical exam that i was so scared of and the two MCQ papers which i did so badly but i pass! haaa... but bad news is obstetrics is so tiring and difficult. i feel so lost! everyone seems to know everything and i'm the only LOST one.. not only that, as always i'm so unlucky and i got to be the "victim" of the HOD.... hmmpphh....he is just so weird, the things he do and says.... its so not like a HOD.

i only got to watch american idol during the weekends because there's no time to watch in during the live performance! how sad right. anwya luckily i didnt watch it live or i'll be too angry because adam didnt win. just because he is gay... whats wrong by being gay!!? erghhh....but kris allen did sang the winning song better than adam...the last scene of the finals was so touching when he hugged his wife after singing the winning song... hmmpphh...

MIA

i guess i will MIA for 5 weeks since its obs posting. have to cover ward! so sad right!
so many pics to upload but i'm too lazy. i should study now actually but the laziness is more than my will power to study...
i hoe i love obs. i think its fun but hopefully i wont change my mind after the posting! =P

American Idol FInals!

I hated Danny Gokey and he is OUT!! yeah man...OUT!!!!!!

Of course, Adam Lambert will WIN the title unless the americans thinks gay shouldn't win the competition. So what if he is gay, at least he doesn't come out with some sad and tearful story just to get people's sympathy! He rawks every single song he does! With his looks and power voice, i'm sure he'll make it in the music industry sincethe "whole package" thing is so important to sell albums. He can practically do any type of songs he wants! how many of them can do so? I think he deserves the title! songs like "mad world" or "tracks of my tears" by Adam is just so WOW! who the hell knows those songs till he sang it! he kinda reminds me of David Cook doing "billy jean" or "hello"!




Kris Allen, my second favourite, he looks like the plain guy but his voice is really nice too. he is not that predictable, he is fun, but compare to Adam Lambert... hmmpphh...He doesn't seem to convince anyone he can win him. But we will never know! he might just surprise us with something he comes out with! i love his version of "heartless" and "ain't no sunshine".


Lastly, the one that got kicked out! Danny Gokey! he doesn't even deserve 3rd place. i think Alison deserve it more! anyway still im happy he is not in the finals. i hate it when people comes with a sad story, act so into christianity just to get votes. if u are a true christian, u dont have to show it so much. you are what you are! his songs are so predictable. always slow at the start then shouting at the mid part till end. he doesn't have much excitement! just plain boring. luckily we wont be seeing him anymore! YAY! plus his looks is "cannot make it!" he can never survive in the music world! shoo shoo!

i just can't help it, i have to draw him a bit! hahahahahhahaa...i know i'm evil!