my love is coming back tomorrow!

yippiee! kher-yin is coming back form US tomorrow! i just can't wait to see my angels again on wednesday. even though i have to reduce my studying time to go out with them, it'll definately be worth it!!! i just can't wait...

BUT...it'll probably be the last time i'm gonna see nicky.. she'll be leaving on 29th june. when my finals is on 30th june. i'm so so sorry love, i don't think i can send u off at the airport.. i'm so gonna miss you, nicky!!!!

i'm so super duper stresssss....gosh... someone help me pleaseeee... i'm so sick of reading all the pathology... seeing all the pictures of diseases.... aHH!!

*sick and tired*

much love all!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIN ANN!

a post just for you, shin ann! haha....

just wanna wish you HAPPY 21st Birthday!! now u are as old as me..muahaha...

as i wrote in ur facebook, i'll treat you lunch / dinner after our exams okay?!

the scary horror movie of us! hahaha

much love!

depression strikes

i was really depressed these few days. i've never felt like i'm so useless in my life. EVER. i can't remember things that i need to know for my finals. it seems so impossible for me to pass my exams. i know, people would say to me "you've done well all these while, don't need to worry". the truth is, i have short term memory span thats why i can do well in small exams.

chris wasn't always there for me these days because he is so busy with his work. there goes another pillar of strength. the pressure of getting into dean's list also haunts me. i'm only 1 exam away from dean's list. if i don't get A or A- for finals i won't be in anymore. i doubt i'll get it though. i feel i'm not ready for this exam.

that is probably why i broke down. i cried really badly. i couldn't stop, it's so difficult to. i used to be strong, i used to be able to handle the stress.

i miss my usual life. i wanna go shopping every week, i wanna see chris and my freinds often, i wanna talk to my friends that are far away from me, i wanna dress up everyday and have a place to go to, i wanna laze around at home hugging bibi and wander around my house blindly..

it feels like months since i've gone shopping.

i miss my life....

the nerd

i bought a specs last week just to look nerd in Seremban for my clinicals! haha. my power is just 0.5 for each eye.

THE NERD!

much love all!

little night out @ shook!

it wasn't our anniversary or anything at all on that day. he was suppose to pick me up at 730 to go for dinner. i was craving for KFC at that time. i told him i want to go KFC so badly. then, hmmpphh... he came at 845! grr...i was boiling inside very angry hungry and tired! can u imagine after one whole day of studying and the super intense craving for KFC, i waited for 1 hour 15 minutes! but i know i can't blame him cause he was having a meeting. at that time i really can't control my emotions, too angry. even though he keep apologising to me, somehow i STILL feel angry. when he reach my house, he asked me to change into something nicer cause he want to bring me for fine dining as an apology, i STILL insist i WANT my KFC!

BUT..the truth is..i wana go fine dining! haha! i'm just such a freak of fine dining. i love good food presented nicely on the big big plate with small tiny portions. so i went to my room and change into a dress. we decided to go Shook! at starhill. he used the NKVE highway which on the way there's a KFC! when i saw the sign KFC, i feel so bad. i abandon my favourite food for another. haha. anyway KFC is my weekly food, so its okayy.. =P

this is actually my 5th time at Shook!, somehow i feel it wasn't as nice as it was. last time they used to have many many choices of food till i don't know what to choose.. now, there's only chinese, Jap and italian. kinda disappointed with Shook!.

much love all!

Alvin's 21st

the chipmunk's birthday was on 31st of may. we went to Opus Bistro Bangsar with a bunch of great friends. although we were stressed up but we still DID enjoy ourselves there. i really miss lecture times with them. Most of them will be leaving to overseas soon. how sad. i'll definately MISS them...

anyway, i've heard about this restaurant but somehow i feel it didn't turn up to what it was suppose to be. very few food choices. only pastas. i was kinda disappointed about it. the pasta turn out to be okay only.

for more pictures, go to facebook.. wasn't in the mood of taking pictures.. so thats why only very few pictures taken.

much love all!