i will resume blogging on 18th august 2009.

wish me luck for my finals! =)

i just wanna pass the exam.

love.

the seductive emails

Victoria Secret keeps sending promotional offer on their sales products since few days back. i was trying to resist the temptation not to buy anything since their shipping rates are so expensive.

hmpphh....i was eyeing this particular red dress which i totally LOVE.. and till today they still have the stock for it...i guess its fated for me..ahahahaha... since i decided to buy one, i was looking through their website and saw this very beautiful dress....its stripe white and red... so i bought it too...then i went to the swim wear part and saw a super HOT swimsuit.... its also RED!

all three items i bought was RED...gosh...i guess i need some luck for my exams huh....hahahaha...

there goes the cc bill...i hope daddy doesn't see it because i won't be spending any money in about a month due to the DUMB DUMB EOS 7 exam....erghh...i feel better today after buying those things....

now, the next excitement is all the way from UK! tee tee gonna go to bicester village!!!! weee..... hopefully her 3G thingy can use... =P

its funny

its one of those days when i'm EMOtional. i feel so out of place as if i don't belong anywhere in this world.

i used to think that being a doctor will be one of my biggest achievement in life. look what happened to me. struggling. struggling. struggling.

i guess sometimes people have to know their limits in life. if you are not meant to be, you'll have to go through a tough long way to get where you want to. is it even worth it afterall, going after something that wasn't meant to be yours.

so many people get through everything so easily. what am i even doing? i'm trying so hard to be that someone.

i don't deny i love the job of a doctor. i love it in every way but maybe i just don't have the ability to be one. i'm trying really hard. i hate it when everyone is so judgemental and everything is so subjective.

i really need a good break after Semester 7. i can see the good times coming.

taiwan and hopefully perth!

i am depressed. its been 2 weeks. i havedepressed mood, adhedonia(shopping), hypersomnia, feel worthless, reduced concentration, psychomotor retardation, fatigue.

luckily i dont have suicidal thoughts.

MAJOR DEPRESSIVE EPISODE