Happy Holidays!

for the first time i actually feel so so happy during Christmas... the holidays of 5 days is like a rare holiday we get in clinical school.... i wonder why they are so stingy with holidays... hmmpphh...

anyway, i went to Avanti, Sunway Hotel during Christmas Eve for dinner... Seriously, the service was so so horrible... i think it is due to lack of staffs... we had to wait half and hour just to order our food and wine... gosh...and the dinner took us like 4 hours just to finish the set dinner...

The live band was just okay... but i did had a great time with chris there before i actually got drunk... erggghh!

my alcohol treshold is so low that i probably can't even take any alcohol!!! i drank like only 2 glasses of white wine and i was already drunk...*drunk = vomiting + dizziness + just wanna sleep!

even a bottle of beer will make me drunk!!! i'm such a lousy drinker...

shopping today was super good!!! i bought so so much of things...heee.....daddy is gonna be shocked....since i hardly bought anything last few months when i had depression in clinical school...=P

To all my dear friends,

Happy Holidays!!!

Love!

brown head

for the first time, my hair is exposed to hair dye. =) i just wanted something different this time.

it still looks too brown now.. but the hairstylist told me it'll be darker brown in 2 weeks...i shall wait and see... hee


much love all!

Happy birthday Jamie dear!

its jamie's big day! 14th december.. this time she'll be celebrating with her other half in UK or Paris? hmmpphh....how sweet!

anyway, this is to jamie,

"i'm so so sorry, your birthday card is still in my car. i'm such a hopeless friend. i wanted to send u a card early this month. Due to card stuck at home when i'm in seremban and then forgetting when i went home during the weekend and silly me went to seremban again! luckily this weekend i remembered....erghhh... now its in my car but i'll be having exams soon in 4 days...i'll send as soon as possible okay dear....so sorryy!!!"

love !

i wanna be free

"i feel like i'm tied up in some place that i don't wanna be. i just don't think i belong here. life's so short, why should i waste mine like that?" -- i've been thinking hard, is this the life i want?

i don't know.

i need some answers.

i'm running out of time... the clock is ticking, what have i achieved in life? i can only say...nothing, nothing at all...

fatty?

Staying in Seremban seriously made me put on so much of weight which i didn't even notice. everyone around me keep telling me and teasing me about it. it makes me feel even more cautious about my weight. since young, hardly anyone will tease me for being fat because i was so thin like a stick. My weight has been increasing but NEVER decrease in anytime of my life at all! BUT i wasn't fat till now.

all i can say is, "i feel fat, but i feel hungry even more"

it is actually due to the amount of outside food and fast food i ate all the time in seremban. even though i used to eat KFC every week last time, that was without other fast food or outside food. i've always love home cooked food that is why i'm always eating at home. of course, KFC was an exception. =P

i must lose weight!

I MUST lose weight!

I MUST LOSE WEIGHT!

how can that be possible when my exams are just around the corner? i'll eat without noticing when i'm studying! ergghhh....plus, i've never gone on a DIET before... i need help, i don't have the will power or experience to do that.. Losing weight has never came into my life till today..

i feel fat...a fat fatty girl....

not loved!

a little night out

me, the bf and his family went to PD last weekend just for a short break. I had a great time because i haven't been sleeping so well since long long time. thanks to the alcohol, i slept so much and like a pig. We stayed at guoman beach resort, a very nice and romantic place. =)

but as always, great times end fast...

our big fat feet!

ergghhh i look so short here... bad photography skills!

love.

the BIG ass margarita..

poison rose. the live band was good.

bye bye guoman...

much love all!