its one of those days when i'm EMOtional. i feel so out of place as if i don't belong anywhere in this world.

i used to think that being a doctor will be one of my biggest achievement in life. look what happened to me. struggling. struggling. struggling.

i guess sometimes people have to know their limits in life. if you are not meant to be, you'll have to go through a tough long way to get where you want to. is it even worth it afterall, going after something that wasn't meant to be yours.

so many people get through everything so easily. what am i even doing? i'm trying so hard to be that someone.

i don't deny i love the job of a doctor. i love it in every way but maybe i just don't have the ability to be one. i'm trying really hard. i hate it when everyone is so judgemental and everything is so subjective.

i really need a good break after Semester 7. i can see the good times coming.

taiwan and hopefully perth!

i am depressed. its been 2 weeks. i havedepressed mood, adhedonia(shopping), hypersomnia, feel worthless, reduced concentration, psychomotor retardation, fatigue.

luckily i dont have suicidal thoughts.

MAJOR DEPRESSIVE EPISODE