what a life!

exams are near again! when will all these dumb exams be over! gosh.

everyone are going for holidays here and there enjoying the last few days of 2009.
yet i'm stuck at home studying!

ergh. sister went to bangkok for shopping. mum and dad will go to bangkok for new year celebration, going to sirocco!!!!! ergghh! the dinner for new year's eve is like RM2500 per person !!! y can't i go too?? i wanna go for a RM2500 dinner tooo! not fair not fair!!!!!its all because of the dumb dumb dumb IMU! no holidays for year end!!!! AHHHH!!!

i feel so angry! i have been behaving very very terribly these few days. everything around me seems wrong.. even the blardy old couple at the dim sum place gets on my nerves. i came first and was waiting for the waitress to put my name on the waiting list. then they came and rush in and find the waitress to put their name. wth. no manners at all.! are they so blind that they cant see me waiting at the counter !! some more while waiting they wanna ask people to serve them tea. who the hell he think he is?? i should have serve him toilet water!

i think all these anger is due to lack of REM sleep. i keep dreaming about rubbish things. i dont even know why. why do i have to be killed all the time in my dreams? why do i have to run all the time and still die in the end! erghHH! these dreams are killing me in real life! i couldn't study at all! i keep trying to concentrate and i will fall asleep and dream. when will this end??

i'll get some comfort food later at genji japanese buffet. hopefully it makes me better.