how was exams?

i' m sure you did well

you sure pass one

nothing to worry about

erghhh....everyone keeps saying that, i feel like vomiting thinking of the exam itself. exams finally came to an end today at 4pm.

the first paper SAQ, i did so badly which was pretty easy for everyone else i guess.. so many things i know yet i make silly mistakes. my brain usually dont function on exam days.

the second paper was OSPE, even better.. medical school is so fun. we have to practically jump from one seat to another every 5 minutes. how cute. little sheeps getting into their place while the examiner make sures we dont miss any. 5 minutes and there will be a fire alarm thingy coming out. it probably gives you the adrenaline rush or something. i dont even see the point of OSPE.

the third part of the exam was OSCE where they actually test your clinical skills. but why why why why OBESITY??? gosh. i hate that station. i thought i did okay after my first station because when i open the door it was Mr Paul, a very nice surgeon who gives good marks. as i go into more rooms, my confidence level starts to decrease because someone decided to shout at every student. blardy hell. the next day, a baby with heart disease, luckily i was lucky enough to get the diagnosis.. then ortho case, KNEE, i was so happy i did everything but i found nothing but scars, muscle wasting and crepitus.. the crepitus i felt was the same as those undergone total knee replacement. WTH. and the examiner insist the patient has pain in the knee.. i ask the patient and the patient insisted he have NO PAIN AT ALL! hmmpphh....whatever!

now all i have to do is WAIT... wait for friday to see if i make it to semester 8. why did i even end up here? i always ask myself that and i just cant find the answer.

gonna get a haircut tomorrow, stupid bushy dry rotten hair... erghh the sight of you piss me off...

i think i have PMS.