Yesterday, the nightmare was gone, yet i was unhappy..
how does it feel when everyone around you did so well but NOT you? i tried my best, i studied hard, i practice a lot just to be somewhat moderate..
but i guess all the effort i put in just wasn't enough..
sometimes i even doubt myself of being where i am today,
do i belong here? am i doing what i always wanted to do?
i can't even help myself, what more others?
feeling so hopeless and faithless...
i guess its a challenge in life that i have to get over with.. learn from mistakes people told me..
but getting up from a fall isn't as easy as it seems.. it needs a lot of courage and will power, not everyone can...
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rainbows do come by once in a while...but it didn't this time...
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