bad things always come together

Yesterday, the nightmare was gone, yet i was unhappy..
how does it feel when everyone around you did so well but NOT you? i tried my best, i studied hard, i practice a lot just to be somewhat moderate..
but i guess all the effort i put in just wasn't enough..

sometimes i even doubt myself of being where i am today,
do i belong here? am i doing what i always wanted to do?
i can't even help myself, what more others?

feeling so hopeless and faithless...

i guess its a challenge in life that i have to get over with.. learn from mistakes people told me..

but getting up from a fall isn't as easy as it seems.. it needs a lot of courage and will power, not everyone can...

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rainbows do come by once in a while...but it didn't this time...

Happy Big Day Prof Tee

all these years of friendship, and its your big day today in UK.. i guess its the 2nd time me and sophie didn't celebrate with you...hope you had a great day!!!

hahaha....look at how funny we look last time...so innocent!!!

Just wana wish you a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY..=P

much love!

for the better or worse

time flies.



i can't seem to have enough time. if time is gold, it could be bought right? but the truth is not as simple as it is. i used to sleep 10 hours a day and now the most i get is 7 hours?? it is a big change for me. i don't know if its a good thing that i'm sleeping lesser because then i'll have more time! the thing is, i can't seem to concentrate well when i'm sleepy. i can't be as energetic as i used to be. everything will move slower. so how is that better? i guess sleeping is really an important part of my life in order for me to function at my very best.



today, something funny happened.. someone lied to me about their condition while i was asking him, in the end he told me the truth because he was scared i would judge him.. but who am i to judge a person.. it was quite a funny incident, due to the conversations... haha.. that kinda made my day... =P

much love all!

HTC touch pro

i finally went to the PDA shop to get my new PDA phone. i've always wanted to get touch diamond, however, when pro came out....ergghhh...its just so nice.... its slightly more expensive though...but nicer to use because of the keypad.. and camera with flash! =P

the cover and the box

the sliding keyboard....wooweee

the back...

muaccks muaccks....i love it....

i'm a happy girl...heee

much love!

common

so what if i'm just a common girl
so what if i like common things that a lot of people have
so what if i don't stand out in the crowd
so what.....

its up to me to want what i want...
so don't criticise me...

its not my fault i don't shine...

a stressful life

yeah yeah..i'm always complaining about the clinical phase yet i'm enjoying part of it. just so contradicting. life haven't been good for me except for the presents that i get from my loved ones! it actually puts a smile on my face. =)

i'm so busy...even on holidays..gosh. there's a thing on my timetable saying mid posting review. i don't even know what the hell it is. its on this coming thursday.

i'm so dead.

the two monkeys stuffed me with the apple when i don't have hands to hold it....

ambiga's new exercising machine. it was really tiring. i did for only 15 minutes and it kills me. it was easier to fix it though. hahaha

much love!