Wednesday, July 9, 2008

the worse days ever?

results will be out soon...in say ,...2 days? i don't even feel scared bout it as much as i did during my sem 3 exam results... its not that i'm confident or whatever...i think i'm actually kinda avoiding it and living in denial instead... its because there's so many many issues about the exam.. i did badly while some ppl WILL do well due to some reasons i can't say it here... whatever it is...i feel like shit...

i cried...yes.. a few times... i couldn't take the stress i'm going through....with all the house in seremban issues...tooo nice but with a crazy price or too ugly but cheap?? safe or not safe? how's the neighbours like?? is it convinient to go to the hospital?? is the toilets clean?? arrgghh....plus...my friends are all leaving to some other alien place that i'll never get to see them...going to a sad town in seremban...... starting with surgery posting there without any knowledge at all about it... had to rush and get surgical books which i won't be studying till probably 2 weeks before it starts???

even shopping don't longer cheer me up....