the year end financial crisis

everytime when it comes to year end, i'll be spending a lot. this year is a bit different cause i'm already broke to start with.

there's so much i need to spend on :
1. His birthday. Present + dinner
2. Sister's birthday Present
3. Anniversary Present

its so weird that my birthday, his birthday is in November, anniversary in December and Valentines on February! why all the events are so close to one another! ergh.

His Birthday Present - he really likes blackberry , his abandoned cartier watch needs a strap replacement... i need some ideas that are not too expensive so that i can afford it. AHH.... dinner will cost me a bomb too.. =( is there a money fairy in the world?? can you please pay a visit to me??

Sister's birthday, yes, my eldest sister who has really expensive taste. hmmpphh.. this is so so so difficult.

Anniversary, okay, this one i can do something dfferent this year by making something instead of buying. i'm running out of ideas. can someone help me???

Valentines day, its on the first day of CNY! wee... that means i have money coming in! muahahhaha.. so valentines day is not a problem!

i'm really frustrated. i usually have a lot of ideas because i usually have money ! ergghhhh... life is difficult... =(

AHHH i wanna dieee, luckily its holiday time

i'm not gonna go out...waaaa....i'm damn sad....
i decided to do something different to my hair and the disaster came. i was just playful. i wanted something different. i look so horrible noww..

erghh... my dad say i look like those retarded kid. omg. luckily i still have two weeks before class starts...

i didnt thought it was that bad at first but when i got home, my mum didnt like it, my dad says i look retarded, my sis have no comments. bad bad bad.

i really thought it didnt look so horrible. i took a few pictures and it looked okay but when i see myself in the mirror, its NOTTT.. ergghh...




bye world. i shall hide at home just in case people thought a retarded kid is walking around.


waaa.... grow faster my dear fringe... i love you. i wont do anything to you anymore.

the day i got really angry

i was on the way to KLCC for shopping on a saturday last week. when we were on Jalan Kuching, there was a sign telling us there will be some traffic up ahead, instead of telling us to take another route, the sign told us to keep right. my sister was driving so we couldn't escape the jam.

anyway thats not the point. the thing that irritates me was IT WAS A STAND STILL jam okay. its so crazy that even an old man walking is even faster than driving. and of all times i had this bad stomach ache! i really need to use the toilet so bad that i was so angry. but i told myself there might be a massive accident or a major road works going on in front.

i tried my best to calm down and just sit there quietly. but when we came to the point where i can see the cause of the jam. i was so freaking angry i feel like killing those blardy idiots who doesn't have a brain!

the whole jam on a saturday morning is due to TREE CUTTING! blardy stupid people! i was so angry i wind down the window and shouted at them ! i shouted all the way as i passed them. never in my life i shouted at these kind of people. its because you wouldn't know what these people will do to you right.

but i did anyway.

it was so stupid to be cutting trees on a saturday morning in KL on the one of the busy street okay. dont these people have brains??!

aih... thats why malaysia is the "most unique" country ever. i believe no other country will do such a thing.

broke. so damn broke.

broke but happy. yes! i am so happy with the things that i've bought although i am seriously broke! this has never happen to me before. all thanks to the trip to london!
list of things that make me broke :

1. Fendi Bag from taiwan airport. it was what i wanted!
2. Burberry Bag from London. the classic design was too difficult to resist! aiihh
3. Burberry Scarf from London. It was RED! my favourite colour and it was really cold in London u see.
4. BCBG long dress. that was love at first sight! it was too beautiful!
5. Chloe perfume. smells so so good!
6. Aldo Shoes from London. its classic brown in colour!
7. Primark! although its cheap but i bought too many many things from there. ergh! i regret i didnt get those winter clothings!

it was all a need which turned my cc into a bomb.
freaking pounds have to be 5.8! erghh.. if not everything seems so cheap and i wont feel i used so much money!

now, i shall sit home and save money! the bad thing about this is i eat practically everything and anything in the house! and i got a terrible food poisoning due to the greeed! i cant imagine starting semester 8 with those extra kgs i have put on! helppp!

SOS!

off to london

i'll be leaving to London tomorrow night. it feels so weird because i'm not even prepared. i feel like everything is so fast! so so fast!
hopefully i can adapt there. just 3 weeks. hopefully i get to do some travelling since my posting is for 3 weeks and i'll be there for 3 weeks only. =(
hmmpphh.. i wanna buy some things there but i feel so bad for using so much money! my air ticket itself is so much more expensive because i bought it so last minute.

goshh. i feel guilty.
i'll probably eat less there to save money. hahhaa...

hopefully London will be fun!

till then...

much love all!

i love Fendi!

before my EOS, i was walking in KLCC with my mum. when i passed Fendi, i realise that i didn't have a Fendi bag! so, i went in and looked around for a bag that i like. i found it ! it was a convertible bag. it is able to be used inside out too with the usual Fendi Logo. i find that bag quite interesting and was wondering if i should get it. it totally slip off my mind during EOS and even after. When i was in Taiwan, before we board the plane to come back to KL, we spend quite some time in their duty free. most of the things there are quite cheap. when my friends was busy getting make up at one of the shops, i saw Fendi from far. it was like 10 minutes before we are suppose to go to the gate. i thought to myself, why now just go in and see how much it cost in Taiwan. when i step my foot in the shop, the first thing i saw was that bag! i went straight to it and ask the sales girl about the price. the price was cheaper than malaysia!! i knew it at that time i should really get it. the problem is i have 5 more minutes and i still have to walk a distance to the gate!

super panic! i told the sales girl i want that bag and i need it fast cause i need to board the plane soon! she was really quick and i paid it with my cc in like 2 minutes?! then she wanted to get me the Fendi paper bag from the store. i told her i cant wait so she gave me the normal duty free bag. Actually i kinda regret for not waiting for the paper bag. It's because every brand that i buy i'll keep one of the paper bag. i've been using it for a few days now and i'm loving it! its so nice !! i love love love it!!!


should i bring it to UK?

yes, no , maybe?

much love all