birthday gift came early

my precious stone...... the only thing thats makes me happy now....after all the bad things that has happened to me....i hope things will change after my birthday.....for the better...

my only wish

my birthday is just around the corner, yet, i don't feel excited or happy like i USED to... i used to get excited and find the perfect dress for my birthday, places to go for nice dinner with my family... i guess this year is a bit different, my birthday doesn't seem to mean anything to me anymore... am i grown up thats why i don't give a damn? or am i just too disappointed with life??

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my only wish for this year is that me and all my friends do well in whatever they are doing...*all the best people*....

with love,

wai teng

bad things always come together

Yesterday, the nightmare was gone, yet i was unhappy..
how does it feel when everyone around you did so well but NOT you? i tried my best, i studied hard, i practice a lot just to be somewhat moderate..
but i guess all the effort i put in just wasn't enough..

sometimes i even doubt myself of being where i am today,
do i belong here? am i doing what i always wanted to do?
i can't even help myself, what more others?

feeling so hopeless and faithless...

i guess its a challenge in life that i have to get over with.. learn from mistakes people told me..

but getting up from a fall isn't as easy as it seems.. it needs a lot of courage and will power, not everyone can...

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rainbows do come by once in a while...but it didn't this time...

Happy Big Day Prof Tee

all these years of friendship, and its your big day today in UK.. i guess its the 2nd time me and sophie didn't celebrate with you...hope you had a great day!!!

hahaha....look at how funny we look last time...so innocent!!!

Just wana wish you a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY..=P

much love!

for the better or worse

time flies.



i can't seem to have enough time. if time is gold, it could be bought right? but the truth is not as simple as it is. i used to sleep 10 hours a day and now the most i get is 7 hours?? it is a big change for me. i don't know if its a good thing that i'm sleeping lesser because then i'll have more time! the thing is, i can't seem to concentrate well when i'm sleepy. i can't be as energetic as i used to be. everything will move slower. so how is that better? i guess sleeping is really an important part of my life in order for me to function at my very best.



today, something funny happened.. someone lied to me about their condition while i was asking him, in the end he told me the truth because he was scared i would judge him.. but who am i to judge a person.. it was quite a funny incident, due to the conversations... haha.. that kinda made my day... =P

much love all!

HTC touch pro

i finally went to the PDA shop to get my new PDA phone. i've always wanted to get touch diamond, however, when pro came out....ergghhh...its just so nice.... its slightly more expensive though...but nicer to use because of the keypad.. and camera with flash! =P

the cover and the box

the sliding keyboard....wooweee

the back...

muaccks muaccks....i love it....

i'm a happy girl...heee

much love!