korean!

SNSD, girls generation was introduced to me by Jamie! i just watched their videos and omg, they are so so hot/cute. i've always like korean guys and girls but this group of girls are really good loooking and the videos are good too. i didnt like super juniors the guys version of this many many people in a group kinda thing. i think its a new style because good singers are getting lesser therefore more people have to be in a group or is it because they are trying to be different? im not sure but i like them as far as i'm concerned.

from the prettiest to the least prettiest which is still very pretty....omg.. i feel old and ugly.. all of them are around 20 only!








super hot right all of them...!hmmpphh...their hair colour makes me wanna dye my hair again which i dont think i should since i'm in sem 9, impression is really important....sigghh

4 days of happiness ....wont be so happy after all.
=..(
i shall mourn for the fatty bom who have obstructive sleep apnoea leading to cor pulmonale
*sighh*
is obstructive sleep apnoea so important when he is already in heart failure? =(
*sighhh*
luckily the paper wasnt too difficult and i passed my minor posting exams! i did okay when i didnt even put in any effort.. why does it seems like i have to dont care to get better grades?
*sighhhh*
"life's like this...thats the way it is..." Avril Lavigne

should i get the Chanel earrings? so tempted to....hmmpphh...

Granny's 93rd birthday!

my granny is 93, alive healthy and still super smart! she knows everything that is going on and what has happened in the past. she is still as generous as ever and her favourite hobby is mahjong! she'll come out with many many excuses not to leave the mahjong table. i only started staying with my granny about 4 to 5 years back? she had a fall and fractured her neck of femur. since then, she is staying in my house because there's no one to take care of her in her house.
i'm actually not very close to her because since young i only see her once in two weeks or one month. as for my cousins, they actually stay with her in her house so they are much closer to her than me and my sisters. its funny sometimes we dont have much to talk about because we are not close. whatever it is, she is still my old cheeky granny!! =) Happy Birthday!

My first accident

In my whole 6 years of driving, this is the first time i actually hit someone's car.

the best thing is i was driving my sister's car! it was raining so heavily and the man infront of me at a T-junction didnt know how to move his car! there were no cars at all, he moved a bit so i thought he left. Just when i turn back after checking once more if there's any car, i realise he was STILL there. omg. i couldn't stop in time and hit his car. he was driving a MYVI. He made me pay him RM 30 for a drop of black paint from my car on his bumper. erghh! luckily my friend was with me! thanks jamie!! she really helped me out a lot that time!! the man wanted RM50 at first. luckily she bargain with him. we didnt get down the car because it was raining so heavily. i thought if the myvi was fine i guess honda city should be fine too right? since its a better car than myvi or i thought it was more tough than myvi from its outer looks.

when i reached my friend's house, i got down the car expecting a small chip of paint from the car. OMG. i nearly fainted when i saw the BIG FAT HUGE dent on the bumper of my sister's car. luckily the workshop man manage to save it and i dont have to change the whole bumper, which will cause me a BIG hole in my already torn pocket.

now the car is fine and my pocket is still fine! =)

get out of my life bitch!

sometimes people around you can really irritate you like hell! what is their damn problem when people are paying for the dinner and you making a big fuss about it? if you are so clever, PAY for the dinner. blardy bitch only knows how to complain but if i ask you to pay u will blardy hell shut your ugly BIG mouth okay. complaining about the food? you are lucky that we even invited you. do you even know how much each table cost? if u can pay that kind of money then i will let you talk as much as you can until you die. you only knows how to take and dont know how to give. that is probably why you are alone now! good for you. the food is better there? why dont you go there for dinner and not join us? i will be so thankful for that. are you so poor that you dont even get to eat at the other place which i am so bored of eating there already. i really dont understand why do you behave in this way. disgusting. i dont even respect you at all, you disgusting piece of shit!

get out of my life!

hard time

its semester 9 now, the final year of medical school. i thought everyone enjoys the last year of their university days with their friends. i guess this will be different in medical school. everyone will be so busy with all the work given to us to do and study, we will hardly have anytime left to sleep! lucky for me i started with internal medicine, there's no need to cover ward. next will be gynae! =(

i just want to pass semester 9 and go to semester 10. hopefully i will graduate on time in Feb 2011. i have so many plans to travel around! my sister's wedding is on oct 2010. i hope i will be able to get my dresses and help her with her wedding plans as well even though it might be quite impossible since my sem 9 exams will be in august, about 2 months away from the wedding. omg!

Japan here i come in August after my sem 9 exams. it'll be my last trip with my two sisters alone before my sister gets married. aww...the house will be so different without her. hmmpph. her house is just 5 minutes drive from my house but it'll still be different! i get to use her room as my closet!! *means i get to buy more clothes this year! * big smiles!

i'm so bored. i am suppose to do my TBL. i'm just too lazy to complete it now. medicolegal ethics? can die! =P

it has arrived safely in my hands

My love has arrived!




*admires the beauty*...=)

my dream bag

i've always wanted to get a Chanel bag, the Classic Jumbo Black Caviar. every girl should have their very own Chanel bag some time in their life. i guess mine is coming soon and i'm very excited about it! i finally went to the Chanel Boutique in KLCC today. i told myself before that the time that i step in the Chanel shop is when i want to get the bag that i want. So i was so excited today but the bag was out of stock. there are like 10 people on the waiting list and 4 infront of me for the gold hardware one. the rest are waiting for the silver hardware. its such an expensive bag yet such high demand. hmmpphh... i wonder if its a marketing technique to make people think its so exclusive! =P

anyway, life is so exciting now! this week i'll know if i get to win a TV (its Sony 40" Full HD okaY!) hahaha....its just some stupid credit card contest i entered. i hope the Chanel sales girl calls me soon! i cant wait anymoree....waiting is killing me... it feels so near yet so far! the sales girl told me its quite impossible to get it before CNY. how sad. i wanted to have a new bag for CNY. what more my dream bag. =(


look, its so beautiful...owwww.....come to me soon... !

much love all! *life's good*

i deserve one of this!

i'm going off to Avillion on friday. i really cant wait for the sun, sea and food! although i've heard so much about Avillion, i have never actually been there. the water chalet are quite expensive for a place like Port Dickson! anyway, the working one is paying. so, we took the Premium water Chalet instead of the normal water chalet. its more privacy and a better sea view, but the price is also much nicer. i guess its worth a try. its either "i'll BE BACK!!!" or "i'll NEVER step foot into this place again!"

the lambert's way!

I was listening to the new Adam Lambert's CD when i realise how talented he is although the cover may be a bit of turn off. his album cover looks like a girl and i can even say it loooks quite pretty! anyway, the whole booklet in his album is filled with pictures of him that are not too good looking as a MAN. my boyfriend even wanted to throw the booklet after seeing it. thats how gay he looked in it.


BUT,

his songs are really good! every single track is good! i love his album so much, i play it everyday in my car although i have other CDs in my car. don't believe me? try downloading his album, no regrets!

everyone keeps talking about him kissing a boy. i mean so what if he kissed a boy?? dont u guys know its a promotional trick??? poor kris allen's new album is not as famous as adam lambert's. why? because everyone talks about adam after the kissing scene and everyone forgets about kris allen! what happened to his new song? no one cares! everyday i only hear adam's songs on fly fm. the more u condemn adam, the more famous he gets! hahaha.....i guess the little show he put on really did work for his career!

Adam Lambert makes my day every single day! =)

i am sick AGAIN. this is a really good way to end the year and start a new year. i had to stay in bed / house for the whole day again. not fair. not fair. this time i had acute gastroenteritis with diarrhoea and abdominal cramps. very good. pain like hell. i nearly died. i self medicate, did not visit the doctor. i shall be my own doctor first.
what will be next ? UTI or conjunctivitis?? ergh! when will this end. i shall eat bread from now on. see what will happen without any oil in my food.

new year, new life. this year will be a nerd year. i shall study hard for semester 9 and pass it nicely. then pass semester 10 and i'll be done with IMU. i'll be so happy then. i shall go to Korea, Aussie, Japan...and more to be planned.

i dont know what to do with my life to make it happier now. its so dull and filled with infections!!!!

the 3 day holiday

IMU seriously needs some change in their system. how can there be only holiday on christmas and not for 1 week ! and the blardy exam yesterday had to be so difficult and spoil everyone's holiday mood. kudos to IMU!

i havent opened the anniversary present from the boyfriend until yesterday. at least there was something that cheered me up after a whole long day of nonsense. he bought me the tiffany bracelet that i wanted. it was so so nice. it was new and i saw it while buying a bracelet for my sister. when i saw it i fell in love with it immediately. its very thin beaded bracelet with a love shaped lock. it looks smaller than in the picture but much nicer! i am a happy happy girl now.




my sister went to bangkok for shopping trip and i ask her to get me some stuffs. and i got like 3 skirts, 6 dresses for only Rm250! super cheap !!! and the things are nice! i love it so so much! especially the skirts. i've been wanting to buy them from online blogs but it was kinda price. i even got Christmas present from my sister. and its of my favourite bear! =P

so adorable. but...i need a new cupboard to put them. i guess i'll go to ikea to get one. i love love love to make my own furniture. its so easy and fun. it gives me the sense of accomplishment after finishing it.

much love!

what a life!

exams are near again! when will all these dumb exams be over! gosh.

everyone are going for holidays here and there enjoying the last few days of 2009.
yet i'm stuck at home studying!

ergh. sister went to bangkok for shopping. mum and dad will go to bangkok for new year celebration, going to sirocco!!!!! ergghh! the dinner for new year's eve is like RM2500 per person !!! y can't i go too?? i wanna go for a RM2500 dinner tooo! not fair not fair!!!!!its all because of the dumb dumb dumb IMU! no holidays for year end!!!! AHHHH!!!

i feel so angry! i have been behaving very very terribly these few days. everything around me seems wrong.. even the blardy old couple at the dim sum place gets on my nerves. i came first and was waiting for the waitress to put my name on the waiting list. then they came and rush in and find the waitress to put their name. wth. no manners at all.! are they so blind that they cant see me waiting at the counter !! some more while waiting they wanna ask people to serve them tea. who the hell he think he is?? i should have serve him toilet water!

i think all these anger is due to lack of REM sleep. i keep dreaming about rubbish things. i dont even know why. why do i have to be killed all the time in my dreams? why do i have to run all the time and still die in the end! erghHH! these dreams are killing me in real life! i couldn't study at all! i keep trying to concentrate and i will fall asleep and dream. when will this end??

i'll get some comfort food later at genji japanese buffet. hopefully it makes me better.

remember remember the 4th of december

this was the first time in our about 10 years friendship we actually brought all our boyfriend out together for a dinner. the usual thing for us will be girls night out! it was lay ean's birthday that we decided to do something different this year!

me and my pretty ladiesssss!

spot the pairs!=)



oh my oh my....

anniversary SOS!

oh gosh. i have less than 2 weeks till 18th December! panic again! after being with someone for 6 years, getting a gift for that person is getting more and more tough. i wanted to make something special but i don't have any creative ideas yet. i used to be quite creative although my art work always fail!

what should i get for him??? i need some ideas. =(

Juicy Couture love*

i've ignored my blog for more than a month now! i was just too lazy to blog because i'm just too free for the past one month. blogging is what i do when i'm busy and there's a lot to read up but i'm lazy to do so. weird but true. i'm suppose to read "antibiotics" which have like 253 pages long, read up about HIV pretest counselling and smoking cessation counselling. BUT i'm starting to blog again! haaah...

anyway,

i bought a few items from Juicy Couture and i'm a very proud owner! =) in total i bought like 5 items.
1) a jacket which is navy blue with a "J" zip!

2) a limited edition charm for my juicy charm bracelet. i've abandoned the bracelet long enough. now its time to wear it because i have a new charm to hang on it! =)

3) A bikini set which has very nice bag that comes with it! actually, i love this the most! when will my next trip to the beach be? i wanna go either Krabi or Phuket, just to chill out at the beach. no activities except sipping cocktails by the beach with lots of sunblock! hahaha... i like my skin colour! =P



4) a very nice "hat" , i don't know what they call this type of hat. it looks like a beret but not really one. hmmph.. i can't seem to find the name of it.



5) a pair of cute little socks with little dogs printed on it.


somehow i love the feeling of buying things. guys will never understand how it feels when you just buy a lot of things and be so proud of it. the boyfriend will never understand.

i think i will update my blog very soon! busy times coming up! exams exams exams! hmmpphh! who said semester 8 is honeymoon semester?? big time liars!

much love! *

the annoying fella

"what size are you? XL or L? As in T-shirt.."

"funny ar you. i'm S okay..if only got two size then buy L la"

"you so fat, sure XL or L la..Aiyo! got different sizes"

"I'm S la. u la XXL. fatty"

"yah i know u are an ass [S]"

"arghh. i dont wana friend u adi. i wanna exercise now!"

"Big S thats y need to exercise"

"whatever. i'm going fridays with my mum n sis now.."

" BS - E =QBS +TGIF =DBBS
BS is Big S, E is exercise, QBS is Quite Big S, DBBS is Damn Bloody Big S
havent buy the t-shirt yet. tmr only buy. cz the fellow say today they need to go back to the factory to custom make for oversized people"

" very funny. i'll smack you. dont like u. booo. anyway, tmr i'll be going for jo's bday in alexis, wont be seeing you."

" BS - E=QBS + TGIF =DBBS + alexis = ? "

" whatever, you are stuck with this DBBS....hahahhaa"

see....how nice my boyfriend treats me.... hmmppphhh.....

my stupid birthday

i'll be turning 23 this year....23! omg. i feel so old. i dont wanna celebrate this year. it feels so old to be 23!

mum as usual has been asking me what i want for my birthday. i think i should tell her to get me some anti-ageing products! i really wish i could turn back time and be 21! i think 21 is really the best age for any girl, not too old and not too young! sounds good.

what i really want for my birthday??

i really dont have any idea at all. clothes i bought a lot, bags i bought a lot recently, diamonds i already have and i like them very much, shoes i bought plenty till there are so many new ones untouched, i really dont know...

i know what i need though : finish my reports - send me a helping santa to finish it for me pleaseeeee, pass my exams in IMU - i think God needs to give me a little more intelligence...

i feel old. omg. OLD...

the bf is so busy lately with the peace conference. i dont think he even remember that my birthday is coming soon!

i'm just lazy to write my reports....helppp

the year end financial crisis

everytime when it comes to year end, i'll be spending a lot. this year is a bit different cause i'm already broke to start with.

there's so much i need to spend on :
1. His birthday. Present + dinner
2. Sister's birthday Present
3. Anniversary Present

its so weird that my birthday, his birthday is in November, anniversary in December and Valentines on February! why all the events are so close to one another! ergh.

His Birthday Present - he really likes blackberry , his abandoned cartier watch needs a strap replacement... i need some ideas that are not too expensive so that i can afford it. AHH.... dinner will cost me a bomb too.. =( is there a money fairy in the world?? can you please pay a visit to me??

Sister's birthday, yes, my eldest sister who has really expensive taste. hmmpphh.. this is so so so difficult.

Anniversary, okay, this one i can do something dfferent this year by making something instead of buying. i'm running out of ideas. can someone help me???

Valentines day, its on the first day of CNY! wee... that means i have money coming in! muahahhaha.. so valentines day is not a problem!

i'm really frustrated. i usually have a lot of ideas because i usually have money ! ergghhhh... life is difficult... =(

AHHH i wanna dieee, luckily its holiday time

i'm not gonna go out...waaaa....i'm damn sad....
i decided to do something different to my hair and the disaster came. i was just playful. i wanted something different. i look so horrible noww..

erghh... my dad say i look like those retarded kid. omg. luckily i still have two weeks before class starts...

i didnt thought it was that bad at first but when i got home, my mum didnt like it, my dad says i look retarded, my sis have no comments. bad bad bad.

i really thought it didnt look so horrible. i took a few pictures and it looked okay but when i see myself in the mirror, its NOTTT.. ergghh...




bye world. i shall hide at home just in case people thought a retarded kid is walking around.


waaa.... grow faster my dear fringe... i love you. i wont do anything to you anymore.

the day i got really angry

i was on the way to KLCC for shopping on a saturday last week. when we were on Jalan Kuching, there was a sign telling us there will be some traffic up ahead, instead of telling us to take another route, the sign told us to keep right. my sister was driving so we couldn't escape the jam.

anyway thats not the point. the thing that irritates me was IT WAS A STAND STILL jam okay. its so crazy that even an old man walking is even faster than driving. and of all times i had this bad stomach ache! i really need to use the toilet so bad that i was so angry. but i told myself there might be a massive accident or a major road works going on in front.

i tried my best to calm down and just sit there quietly. but when we came to the point where i can see the cause of the jam. i was so freaking angry i feel like killing those blardy idiots who doesn't have a brain!

the whole jam on a saturday morning is due to TREE CUTTING! blardy stupid people! i was so angry i wind down the window and shouted at them ! i shouted all the way as i passed them. never in my life i shouted at these kind of people. its because you wouldn't know what these people will do to you right.

but i did anyway.

it was so stupid to be cutting trees on a saturday morning in KL on the one of the busy street okay. dont these people have brains??!

aih... thats why malaysia is the "most unique" country ever. i believe no other country will do such a thing.