miss independent

i guess i'm just to used to relying on you on certain things.
i will NOT from now on.

i can live without you.

i'm not bulletproof

this is the last time i'm gonna be sad.

tell me why?

I took a chance,
I took a shot
And you might think
I'm bulletproof but I'm not
You took a swing,
I took it hard

And down here from the ground,
I see who you are
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down

And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around

And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me, why?

You could write a book on how
To ruin someone's perfect day
Well, I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what I'm trying to say, oh

Why do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside?
Why do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind?

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me then cut me down
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I've got no one to believe in

You ask me for my love then you push me around

I take a step back, let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know

-taylor swift rawks!-

our little cave

me and chris went to this place called "the cave". i've read reviews about it long time ago but i just didnt try it. it sounds nice and pictures were good in the blogs that reviewed this restaurant. since saturday is the 18th, the boyfriend and i decided to go for a nice dinner just the two of us. as usual i'm the one who makes the decision since he only knows hotel food. he doesnt have taste buds - thats my conclusion. something wrong with this boyfirend of mine, he thinks only expensive food are good. hmmpph. its so NOT true.

anyway, we went to watch "he's just not that into you" at one utama. the show was funny ! i kinda like the way the story goes, nicely done. however, its a girl's show but its kinda nice to watch with the boyfriend also! =P *I bet he didnt enjoy it*

then, we went for dinner. the cave restaurant is just too unique. they have a cave for each couple! plus the place really looks like a cave with comfy sofas to sit on. it is like a private room for dining privately with your love one. i find the whole concept of the shop so unique! plus, they'll come and serve us by just a button away!



thats the curtain closing the opening of our little cave!

the menu!

see, really looks like a real cave right? i love it!

he loves me!

this is their "trio mushroom" soup. three different type of mushroom in it. quite interesting but its not the best mushroom soup i've tasted so far.

his carbonara. nothing interesting, just the same old plain carbonara.

hmmpphh....people with good taste tends to choose good food! hahaha... i present to you the duo chicken! half wetern chicken chop, half japanese chicken maki! yumM!

the desert...cheesecake... i couldn't finish it. what a waste!

he loves me so much *hahaha*

much love all!

i wanna be an investigator!

today, a crime happened in front of my house. some teenagers stole bags from MPSJ where a school sports day was held. there were 3 of them hanging outside my house for about half an hour. my mum even saw them but she couldn't recognise their face. too bad.



hee hee


thats not the interesting part, a few years back, for our safety, my dad installed a CCTV outside my house. its not that we were that rich but it was because of some other reasons. anyway, thats not the highlight here. for a few years, we knew our CCTV works, just that we never bother much about it. so today, finally it came to some use.


so the story starts here. my mum and sis came home at 1130am, saw 3 guys hanging around somewhere near our cars. then, when my mum went out for lunch with ehr friends at 1215pm, she saw a camera case lying next to her car and a few bags underneath my sisters car. so she went to the guard house and ask the guard to go and have a look what is that. then, when we came back from lunch, we found out that there were few kids reporting lost of bags.


total loss was RM5000. so poor thing right. their handphones and camera was gone. reminds me of my camera. i still CURSE YOU BLARDY BASTARD! you know who you are!



so i decided i wanna find out who stole the poor child's things. we went home and play back our CCTV video. caught them on screen. crime was from 1145 till 1205! the video was able to see the 3 boys but their face were quite blur because they knew we had CCTV so they hide their face. i think police will come soon to investigate cause the bags were found near opposite our house! faster mr policeman come tomorrow! i'm so excited. hopefully they come before i go back to seremban. erghhh..i dont wanna miss the fun!



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i LOVE being home during weekends. everytime i go out of the house, i get to be myself. i love to dress up, call me fashionista or whatever it is, i love fashion. however, in seremban it is very difficult. sleep is more important than anything else! seremban is making my complexion from bad to worse. now, i can't even use my blusher thanks to the pimples. ergghh...

much love all!

kids are a mess

its only my second day in paeds and i'm feeling so tensed up, eating like crazy. its so hard to get history from the kids and also examining them. takes so much of time to convince them. it was so much easier with adults. i dont like paeds, ortho was so much more fun! gosh, how i miss ortho now...

i went to pasar malam today which so near my house. yes, after 7 months staying here this is my first time there. so much of food. so full, fat and tired!!! big belly coming out...opppsss....

house in seremban is in a mess. total mess. crazy mess. needs a lot of cleaning. thursday is our spring cleaning day!

KRISPY KREME is coming to town!!!!

woooohoooooooo..... yummy doughnuts is on its way flying to malaysia. a big THANK YOU to Berjaya group for making my dream come true! i can't wait already.. i hope they open as soon as possible.... some more it'll be open in Berjaya Times Square, my dear fatty has an outlet there and goes there quite often....muahahahhahaa....he shall buy me doughnuts every week!!!!!!!!!yummy yummy yummy!!!!!! my fav, lemon filled, choco iced custar filled!!! ouhh...so happy!!!!!!!!!!!! life's good in malaysia.... i'm loving it!

check this out http://www.krispykreme.com.my/store_locator.html

this is the happiest news of the DAY! i love you, Tan Sri Dato' Seri Vincent Tan Chee Yioun. you made a wise decision! hahahhahahaa

Seremban the shoe killer

after just 7 months in seremban, 3 pairs of shoes have to go into the dustbin. that shows how much of walking i actually do there! and trust me the degree of the shoe injury is really bad like an open fracture =P

since i have the weekend off, there goes the shopping. i ended up buying only 1 pair of shoe instead of my target of at least 5 pairs. i bought many other stuffs like skirt, pants, dress, tops and pooh bear instead. i really regret not buying more charles and keith from singapore because all i bought was heels which i dont get to wear to hospital. grrr.

the funny thing is there are so many shoes that i have which i dont remember having. so in the end i found 2 pairs of potential shoes to be used in seremban. so total i have 3 pairs for seremban, hopefully it'll last till end of semester 7!

should i cut fringe like "real straight fringe"?? hmmphh...

bones are gone, here comes the kids!

Orthopaedics exam was one shocking exam. Not only my examiner changed on that day itself, it was a long long day. I was so tired last night, tried my best to sleep but palpitations keep coming around 5 am tillthe next morning. Just when i was about to fall asleep, calls keep coming in beacuse examiners are not there yet. Luckily, today is my last day as the group leader. gosh. with much relieve. i was so nervous and i'm the last again. ergghh, thats because of the blardy alphabet discrimination! i had this since i was young. i'll always have to sit at the sides of the class for exams, have to do my exam last. Quarantine dring A Levels, and now, IMU. always the same old story arranging us by alphabets!

i shall change my name NOW! i want my name to start with the middle letters like H or L or something! ergh.

anyway, about the examiner. first i got this really scary everyone-sees-everyone-run examiner but he was unable to take us for exams because he has something on. whoa. big relief. then another lecturer was suppose to take us. He is very nice but usually nice lecturers are not so generous in marks. so there goes the tension again but when we found out this morning our examiner has changed to smeone who is well known that he is super nice! lucky us in ward 4B but the exam got delayed. why? because the examiner takes a long time for one person.

so as the last person on the list, i was suppose to end at 12pm but i ended at 2pm!!!!! i was starving, thirsty, tired, frustrated....and lastly....no feelings at all during and after my exam. i was so numb. i dont feel happy/sad/angry/hungry/thirsty....all the hard work during ortho i'm not sure if it is worth it... i hope it pays off...

i was lucky today to get a really nice patient. he was so friendly with me! he and his wife is so sweet! the way they tease each other, the way he compliments her after she left, the way he tells me how thankful he is to have her.... *speechless* not many married man are like that. how sweet... =)

now now now... i'm gonna start with paeds.. everyone seems to like that posting... for me, i'm not to keen because kids are really difficult to handle. more over having them as your patient, extra difficult!!! i have to go and buy some rattles and sugus..hahah...thats the advice i got from my other friends who just ended their paeds posting...

till then....